you MUST see a doctor ASAP !!!! And i guess you will need a psychiatrist and a girlfriend too. You got serious issues man, there's probably an infection and if you do not take care of it, it is possible that they will have to amputate the whole thing, or even worse...
I had similar problem (the outer skin not coming off fully) when i was 10 or twelwe. But i was washing it everyday and i was trying to pull it down further until it came off totally. Make sure you pull it of as far as possible when you're urinating to avoid further infection.
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i know they'll put that thing on my nose and drug me to sleep, i've seen some documentrys where ppl never woke up
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You worry too much. People are operated every day with much more serious things (like heart transplantations). The probability that you won't wake up from the aneshesia is very low. Also it is possible that an operation won't be needed at all, but you have to see a doctor.
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when the outer skin is gone, wouldn't...the interior...basically just come in contact with everything? and then wouldn't that hurt like hell? all life long
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No, the "interior" will get less sensitive after time. Ever heard about circumcision ? I don't think they feel unbearable pain whole life long...
Listen to my advice: see a doctor, go to the operation if neccessery, then move away from your grandmother and find some friends.