I'm Ben - my nickname in real life is "nixon" or "nixon boy", or spelt “NiXON” when using instant messenger or texts. Don't ask why I got the name.

I am currently single, in and out of one night things that, much as I would like them to, never stick.

I am 15 years old, very soon to turn 16.

My "real" hobby is painting. I'm so pleased to actually find a "hobby" I am good at. However I think I prefer socialising at the moment, although that isn’t really a hobby.

At the moment I am fairly serious on the living room. In the real world I am considered to be very light hearted, but with a (probably over the top) deep side when needed. I tend to turn from the two very quickly, often so unpredictably nobody has a clue what is going on. I think I think deep in the evening, I never seem to think clearly in the day.

As I winged about before, saying when people say "I’m crazy" just means “I’m excitable and good fun”. From that definition think then nearly everybody I know is crazy. From a medical point of view I used to be insane, now I am just considered eccentric by those around me. Most people find it endearing, some think it’s weird, seems to depend on how well a person knows me. Fortunately those whose opinions I actually care about think well of it. At the moment I'm well. I do have severe insomina and OCD but to be honest they don't actually bother me that much. I don't really see them as illness, just part of my personality.

And from that you probably have realised I tend to over-analyse everything.

For the UKers I am not goth, emo, chav, preppy or whatever groups. I tend to dress in jeans with whatever else I can find, which most the time ends up being bits of my school uniform, not because I'm so proud of my school. I can often be seen wearing a hoodie and a school blazer. I get alot of "why are you wearing bits of your school uniform nixon?" at parties, simply, "because its cool".

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