Well with Kenny posting about his divorce and such..I thought I would give a little personal information about yours truly.....
December my father was placed in the hospital .....and he was there during christmas and the new years..... on Jan 10th the doctors gave us the news we dreaded to hear...he had but 2 weeks left....if that long...so we were asked if we wanted to place him in the Sanctuary Hospice House
http://www.sanctuaryhospicehouse.com/ where he could get nurses and staff to help keep him comfortable around the clock....so we agreed that day and we spent the next 10 days in the house....me nor my mom ever left during his stay..but while he was there...he had already slipped into a coma and on the friday before he passed on monday ..he woke up at like 1 in the morning and started talking and knew where he was.....he spent a few hours with my mom alone....and the he asked her to go get me.....I crawled up in the bed with him and we cried and talked for hours.....what do you tell your hero when you and he know that he has just a few days left??? other than the I love yous and I'll be ok ....anyway ..the hardest thing i have ever done in my life was tell him goodbye.....he talked and talked and talked that night...told us all his last wishes...and then he slipped back into a coma.....by monday he was gone

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now bringing you to current.....i've had problems recently with my heartrate going out of whack....i've been hooked up to a home monitor and my resting heart rate is staying around 150......and during activites it had gone so high that the monitor started double counting.(? I have no idea what that means) my doctor wants to give me a shot to STOP my heart and see if it will restart on its own in a normal fashion .....or if this is something more serious....I really am not to sure about him STOPPING it....sounds like it might not start back........
he thinks it could be many factors that has it elevated....stress being the prime one....and my medications that i take the other...sooooo i always thought i was on the hyper side..i guess my organs are as well.....
now you know way more about me than you ever cared to know..
I wonder if some dark chocolate would relax me...

i'll go try that and see....love ya all ..and you know I mean it...
